All the colours on the portrait fade away
I’ll live to see the stars another day
I used to believe in rays of sun
Little did I know everything barely begun
You never get what’s coming to you,
I’m only happy when you’re feeling my pain too
Feel the skin scrape down to the bone
All that’s left is a heart made of stone
My reflection in the eyes of truth
I know you think you hurt more than I do, do you want proof?
Everything’s different there’s nothing but change
Why’s everyone around me so happy? Am I just deranged?
Seeing the blue turn to black makes me question my sanity
Hearing the words turn to cuts makes my eyes pool into vanity
I’m stuck in a hole and there’s no way out
Does anyone hear my screams or shouts?
I keep trying to make my scars go away
But they just don’t want to know
I keep saying all the wrong damn words every day
All I’ve got now is the pain and it’s too slow
I walk the empty halls, of adolescence and flames
And I just keep taking the blame
I’m your worst therapy in the world, and it’ll stay that way