All the blood rushes through to my veins
Aches my skin, so there's nothing that remains
Kill or die it's a choice
The devil speaks with no voice
I can still taste them even though they're not there
Fingers scraping ripping my hair
They're the sharks and I'm the seal
But was anything ever real?
Am I about to reveal
That all was there is just turned into something you conceal

My throat is dry and my scars have sworn
That freedom is something to be torn
They say there's no reason for me to be sad
But beauty is something I'll never have

Well the wind whispers lies in a mad girl's mind
Who can ever forget this feeling of being invisible inside?
All that's blue turns to grey
All that's left is just shame

While my eyes turn to dust
And he guides me into lust

Oh my heart is black, and sore to you
I gave it to you in a jar, and you swore it was true
I'm sick and tired of waiting for these scars to heal
Tell me now was anything ever real?

Well my mouth stays closed and I keep everything in
They'll never know the sound of cutting skin
Well my tears are a flood that cannot be contained
If there was anything at all that remained
And anything left to steal
I wish I knew the answer to the question
Was anything ever real?