Tie my hair back
Walk into the room
Pined up walking slowly
Everything going well so far
Wishing for a moment alone
To run
To scream
To do anything but walk
Walk into the room
Knowing nothing good is coming
Shoes wishing
To stop right then
If they didn't
...Then why arn't they helping?

Fearing for the day
The sanity falls away
And everyone see me for what I am
Confused
Hurt
Dying

I walk into the room
Tall like someones pulling a hair
Straight up atop my head
Making it hurt so bad I'm standing on my toes
So to impress you all here I am
To make you belive I am strong
To make you see I'm ok...
...I'm not ok
Nothing will ever be ok

I don't wanna love anymore
Not a family
Not a friend
I'll never be part of a solid happiness
Because the tears I shead fall like rain
A rain...That has no plans on stoping

So as I walk towards you
Glideing
With tears in my eyes
Think that I'm beautiful
Ignor the things you know are there

And stab me in the heart one more time
You and I both know it will hurt
And you...know...That pain will make me stronger
So in the end...your helpful

Make my pain
So when I fall to the floor begging for help
You'll see who I am

Weak
Alone
Dying