I dont love you anymore
You took my heart
Decived me right from the start
you made me dream of a wonderland
A story
You and me were the ones
The middle of the world
Everything revoled around what we had
My life was for you
I took a breath everyday
A long one
Just to love the life I had
Just because you were in it
I never let you know my love
And I will never
EVER
Love again
I dont want love
It hurts
It makes me belive storys
It makes me get close again
I will push away until my new love falls to the floor
Crying for me
Begging me not to leave him alone
I wish I could love
I wish I knew what a great feeling it was
But the lie I lived with you is dead
I murderd it and you ate it fried afterwards
IT WAS ALL JUST A LIE

It could have been forever
But now thats all over
I wanna die

Im sick of living like everythings ok
I WANNA LOVE
I wanna be held
I don't wanna be alone
And yet I push the men that could truly love me away!?
Why!!
Why am I still alive
What point is there!
I...am not beautiful
I am NOT perfect
I am nothing
Alone hideing under the sheets
Where I was left to die!

TAKE THIS AWAY
Let me love again!
Let my true love be there for me!
Let him find me!!!


...Im shakeing
Tired and alone
Moody with blush under my eyes
Blush from my foolishness
Make up of the unloved
I AM ALONE
...Give my friend her love...
Let her be truly happy
JUST TAKE MY LIFE
take this pain away from me
Take any happiness i have or could have
Give it to her!

KILL ME!
PLEASE
Take my life!!!
Give it to somone...
Somone who diserves to this
Spread it out to many
just let me sleep
Dreaming
...I sleep because I'm never alone in my dreams