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I have transcended my ego, or have dissolved it to an extent where my awareness was separate from it. I was not perceiving through my conditioning, rather pure unfiltered awareness.
Pure and unfiltered as in there is no greater experience of yourself and consciousness to be had.
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The only reasoning I am trying to validate is how I have transcended ego consciousness via the use of meditation and entheogens. You deny this, this is why I am here.
Part of the intention to harmonize? To change me and my opinion, to rearrange the exterior so that the inner matches the outer?
And you said you transcended the ego...
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All I know is that I have experienced consciousness expansion, OBE, NDE, ego dissolution, astral travel. I don't need proof.The truth is in the experience.
So you ask me for proof and deny my experience.
Part of the harmonizing process? The my experience is greater than your experience so I will choose to make my experience the universal foundation for Truth of reality kinda thinking...
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Who said I needed it? You don't know what I need. It is about exploration of the self and consciousness. I am naturally attracted to myself. I am one with this earth. I don't need to be attracted to consciousness, it is my nature to be.
So in favor of the attraction to yourself you don't need to bring the transcendental self forward into your experience of self, so you leave it behind. Thus labeling the self dual in nature rather than transcendental.
I see why you insist the absolute can be contained in experience and that experience is not a reflection of self but THE SELF.
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Awareness is consciousness that has become conscious of itself. Awareness is consciousness. Pure awareness is consciousness and I am is that. The awareness is consciousness looking back on itself.
You mean like looking back on yourself in the identity of having transcended the ego and having broken through and being self realized? Looking back on yourself and seeing yourself separate from those who disagree with you creating the intent to harmonize the separation and experience of disagreement? The experience of consciousness disagreeing with itself as the Self?
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You are on the opposite side of the coin. You deny my experience. I seek to come to an agreement or an understanding. My intentions are not to measure, compare, or take pride in them. My intention is to harmonize.
Then see me differently and in a different light. Rather than being opposite, see me in union with you and transcend both the idea of my words and any interpretation of them, and then your ideas and interpretations, rise above your beliefs in your past experiences to experience something different.
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This shows me that others have felt the same way. In fact the whole Timothy Leary thing and the 60's was ALL about this issue. So whether people like it or not, its not a crazy idea that God is really within the mushroom.
No its not a crazy idea any more than God is a white haired and bearded man in the sky. If enough people establish a need and a resonant belief, it becomes believable to the mind.
No one thought it was crazy that the Earth was Flat, but then we know better now that we have risen above such foolish notions.
People over the centuries know that there is more to who we are and what we experience, and as soon as the mind wanders into unknown territory which inspires them to dive deeper, images and labels of God appear.
The god-like experience can be attached to anything that is projected outward from the norm.
The thing is if you have enough familiarity with something that you have labeled God and something greater happens to you in your awareness and experience then the God-like fantasy falls away to be replaced by the newer, bigger and better God like experience. Or you have a difference in opinion about what God looks like and start another church at the other end of the block, like so many Baptist Churches in the South.