I try I really do
No one understands
No one even takes the time to look or notice
I guess i should be used to it
There was a time when i thought i was
But no
Not anymore
I drown my self in this river of sweat
And tears
That I thought I needed to go through
To be good enough
Who took the time to say good job?
Who took the time to say thats nice?
Who cared?

It would be nice to feel like I was beautiful
When...I'm just alone...with no other words to make me feel that power

THATS WHY I try
Thats why its important
Its not for anyone but me
I just wanna be great
Maybe...it might not just before me somtimes...
But for the person I see every day

I'n the mirror