Thought...don't scream


I wish I had the words

I used to have so many

Life used to go so slowly I couldn't stand it...Now the days are just fast and painful
I guess fast is better then slow in more ways then not...
I just don't know anything anymore
I find myself so many things right now
So many things people acting YELL at me for...Just for thinking them
I wish I had the breath to scream back...
SO YES yell all you want...it changes...nothing
I'll forget my thoughts for that moment
Just to make SOMEONE happy...
But in the end I'll still find myself
...Fat and ugly and annoying...Because of the fact....

That thinking diffrent
Just isnt my thing...
I can justify my thoughts to!
If your reading this prepare for a bore....

Fat: aka My tummy feels bigger then it did yesterday...and I hate my life...
Ugly: O look a new pimple...O look LESS people are talking to me now...
Annoying: O come on how do I start
Lets see

Rambleing
Talking
Breatheing
Trying and failing at making people laugh

It all hurts

It all sucks

Theres nothing left for me

i just looked at your last poem and thought "You have the words"

and what happens here .... you have the words!