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I can understand, intellectually, that in the Union state of mind there are no needs. And even though there can be pain, there is no pain (right?) because you are not concentrating on it, but the Source.
Point of reference. There are 4 stages of Union. The first step is seeing and experiencing yourself as the absolute as it rises from a place inside of you to being you and then moving into an object of perception that was before outside of you and is now you. This stabilizes, expands into Brahman where it is described as the awareness being in a thousand places at the same time, also symbolised by the thousand petaled lotus in the crown chakra opening. Then there is the miracle power, immortality of the physical body and Krishna conscious, all stages of Union.
Did Jesus feel pain?
The answer is yes. Did he suffer?
The answer is no!
Suffering is a choice, a lack of intellectual knowing in the focus and experience of duality in conscious awareness. Unconscious creating.
Now, a master can shift the attention of the mind at will when he/she has moved the mind from conditioning in relative association to the body and the world. This takes practice when moving from the relative beliefs of the ego and into the Truth of Union of spirit and the manifest.
It takes time only because to understand it you have to experience it.
The knowledge is in the Self and readily available to anyone, but not many are able to instantaneously deprogram themselves in order to sever the bridges built to experience by Karmic desire.
It can be done, just aren't many tales of it being so.
So, as long as you carry a body and it vibrates at the level of the physical laws created around the physical senses you have working tools to experience feelings. How you focus your attention can have a direct effect on the feelings regardless of your stable experience of higher states of consciousness.
You can break up with your girl friend then cut your finger off and for a while you probably won't be too concerned with whats her name.
I'm sure most have experienced these simple experiences, especially around fear when the mind is distracted from something, it leaves the experience behind as the attention is given to something new.
By bringing the experience of the absolute into the physical senses the weaker illusory beliefs in fear begin to fade from the attention of the mind just as the boogyman fades from the childs awareness when it expands into adolescence and adulthood.
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If I had been following my heart only, I would not be here engaging you in a conversation. I would be screaming in agony on a bed, struggling to find some peace of mind. I would have also been too crippled to be of service to anybody (this is theoretical).
I'm not following you here. You seem to be pointing to the idea that the heart wishes you to feel pain...??
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Yet I listened to my mind and found a way to heal myself.
The mind is sufficiently flexible to hear the truth as it comes from the Self through the intellect.
Generally speaking the smaller voice less listened to, is usually the voice of the Self, and the louder voice is that of the ego. Kinda like the cartoon devil and angel sitting on the shoulder of the person about to make a decision. The heart leads to love and expansion, it does not judge experiences or scenarios as being good or bad. There is value in any experience but there is no rule that you must experience everything.
People that are dramatic have a tendency to drag things out according to their belief in suffering.
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My room mate, who shared the same type of problems I have, killed himself because he did not believe there could be a way out, even after talking to him about it.
Now, maybe, if the karmic law is a reality, then maybe I'm just bypassing my lessons and they await me in the next life. I'm afraid of this.
Setting aside your roommates karma what did you get out of the experience? Did you come to the realization that you have a choice? Did he have a choice?
Fear of karmic debt is the fear of suffering, it is the belief that something is going to happen that is not wanted. Elevating the mind and the awareness into union takes this fear and crushes it. Poof! Gone!
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But if the karmic law is not a reality and the only constant is the heart, it would seem "logical", heartwise, that I learned to heal myself.
You have a choice..
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I can also see no reason why this should not be extended to others - sharing healing through technology or other means - unless removal of suffering contradicts some higher purpose not understandable but only the few who reach that understanding.
Once the truth is understood then there is no reason to create the lessons to explain Truth.
There is a saying.. "Heal the self and you heal the world"
All lesser understandings of sufering and victimization dissappear in the light of greater truth.
The Soul simply changes clothes to greet another moment in experience. From greater awareness there is no thing that is out of line or un-necessary. The desireless state of Union is a state where the manifest is created consciously rather than ignorantly to fill perceived holes in the Self. Where need is relative to fear and misunderstanding.
You want to experience something you do.
When the mind distances itself from the manifest reality it begins to contradict itself in thought. The universe exists to fulfill desire like a wish fulfilling tree. You drop a single thought into the still pond of the absolute and ripples move outward and meet the shore with perfect coherence in experience and awareness of origin. You drop 100,000 thoughts into that same pond and you create chop, where some thoughts/desires cancel each other out.
100,000 thoughts per day.. That's about what each human thinks each day, day after day, wearing out the nervous system, creating stress, disease and premature aging. It just doesn't have to happen that way. The human race has been doing it that way for a long long time, and it doesn't have to continue.
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Does Truth has to make sense? You said that the intellect and heart can be united.
The Truth makes perfect sense. It just doesn't to the ego in the waking state, when fear and separation seem so real, and you can change your experience by making different choices.