My inner depths of depression
Outline this heartbreak of deception
Lies of yesterday, bring back the past
When I thought that we would last
The crash of frustration builds in darkness
My roads are blocked and I'm aiming for the pointless
Tears roll down as I take this blade
Put it on my wrist and carve your name
Let go of the anger, let go of the hate
Because what occurred was undesirable fate
I look in the mirror, what I see
Is lost stranger staring right back at me
I am with shame, I am with disgust
With people I once had now I have lost trust
So blind these eyes, deafen these ears
And wipe my face of these blood heaving tears
Forget about the memories forget about the smiles
Forget about everything I thought was worth while
Because through it all, the hurting and pain
I will rise once again through this agonizing rain