A Priest’s Nightmare
I saw his bleeding heart, failure’s pale face
Leaving my courtyard with shivering steps
Rest was empty dark, restive hazy sorrows
Rainstorms, mud spattered waves on shore
A blood red sun teased my prolonged sleep
Flaming eyes remind the nightmares I had
With trembling feet I realized blood stains
In dew drops, vanishing footprints on sand
Frantic search, among swarming churches
Amid a Friday mass, praising the merciful
In temples scented with sandalwood paste
Among wooden cycles of life, silent saints
A merciless storm decided my steps ahead
Freezing rain drops pierced naked thoughts
Scary thunders followed furious lightening
Through hazy dark, revealing painful truth
Deserted continents, dried up rivers of life
Sinking sand castles, thirsty nomadic souls
Calls of uprooted trees, resonating sorrows
An early sunset, promise of ceaseless dark
My search went on till I met with answers
Among a joyful crowd of skinny children
Playing around with blood stained mouth
With content stomachs, empty since birth
Besides whom I found few mortal remains
A backbone, bent for the burden of my sins
Thick fragrance of Holy blood, dissolution
And there I faint, empty dark absorbs light
Silence speaks aloud!
“You find me not among concrete dreams
rather feel me dying in a starving child”