cracks lashed across a tattered soul
tears drowning a weakened heart
ice cold drips slipping through fragile fingers
broken and bruised wings of an angel
who has lost her way
masks hid the scars and pain so well....
ugliness was my only friend....
I called her a freak
before the rest of the world could....
This was love as I knew it...
I was never free
chains and shackles of a world of lies binding me
pounding footsteps
why couldn't I run away
my heart still screams
Why God was I born this way!
I faced judgement with envy,wanting a better life
lost not knowing if I would ever be found
Lost with nothing but a chance to mend my heart
The memories never fade
The war is never won
Everyday the pain is still harboring within me
an enemy I long to forget......
I am lost and found
miles away from "a place called home"
where sadness screamed
pounding walls closing in on me....
God I longed just to breath for a moment
I longed to be loved
I loved to be wanted
I yearned to be accepted
sadly a world that never wanted me is etched in a past
I can never forget.......
Now I pick up the pieces of the life I wished was
never mine
I am a nomad it seems marching onward.
I am drudging along the twists and turns of "highway
life goes on" This is my journey Someday I will truly
be found complete and whole......
Chrissy M. Pierce
Haven't posted in a while so here goes knock yourselves out!
Love and peace,
Chrissy