From Desires of the flesh
To Desires to de-flesh

What difference does it make
It all turns out the same
Redo it
Rethink it
Relive it
Rewind it
Mistakes take forever to heal
Even if you cannot feel
The scars as they fade under your skin
Waiting for you to
Redo it
Rethink it
Relive it
Rewind it
Over and over again


Angry as I should be
No less then I would be
If life had simply given me
……..All that I deserve

because no matter what they say
Ill F**KING hate them anyway
I couldn't stop you from blaming me if you wanted to
and I know I haven’t gotten through
The thick confines of your skull

So sit there with your ugly doubt
Ill return and simply block you out
Saying what I always wanted to
In the dreams where these words haunted you
…”I F**KING hate you now”

Years of hatred left me raw
In dire need to mend each flaw
Polish it forever, nothing is perfect
…and when nothing can be perfect
You can Redo it, rethink it, relive it, and rewind it
.........forever........






But some thing will never change