she felt happy but sad
she felt there but gone
she could see but was blind
life was like a big fariswheel that keeps spining faster and faster
she was lost and confussed
she lived her whole life being lied to and being told "everything will be ok" and it turns out only a moment later someone dear to her dies or yet again she is forced to move away from her old home to be just as uncomfortable or more in a new one
it was rediculas that all this crap had to happen to one little invisible upset blind girl who never did anything to anyone, all she ever did was try to live her life and it was like every second came around and tore all of her buliding for a nice life down.
it was murder
a well hidden murder
a unfair, never to be solved, bullshit, murder
dose anyone care about this? no...
all everyone else can think about is how bad their lifes are how much worse their problams are then anyone else.
so they lose interest in anything else that dosnt have to do with them
thats why these murders on peoples lifes keep going on
to never be sloved...
or givin a f**k about

I have noticed a tendancy in myself to regard others as having the faults that I see in myself.

you make no sence