I wanted to die
To ease all of my pain
I prayed that God take me
Time went on
So did the hurt
Everyday, the same prayer
He still wouldn't take me
Later on, things were different
My life had happiness and purpose
What if God sorted through
All the other prayers?
And found that one
Would he take me?
Now that things had changed
Could I now go on this journey?
That I am not ready for yet
Taken from the life
I always wanted
Never believed was real
I only hope
He hears my new prayer