Can see myself
Slipping back into
My old ways
Made a promise to myself
I would never again
Venture back there
Darkness overcomes me
Demons begin to resurface
When I close my eyes
All I can see is pain
Covers me with
A thick blanket
Of regret and sorrow
God saved me before
Would he do it once more?
Or am I just a lost cause?
With no hope for my own future
Cannot seem to shake
This burden on my back
Don't have enough strength
To fight it off any longer
Would it matter if I gave up?
Threw in the towel
Not sure where this path will lead
Hopefully it will bring me to peace
That is all that I crave

I'm posting a poem for you.