dreaded reality

trying to awaken from being awake
just for the wisdom and not to forsake
to stop lucid dreaming the wakefulness away
but hoping the memories of future will stay

trying not to see in the darkness of night
just for singularity and not to crave light
to stop imagining the creatures of death
but craving the pictures as living with breath

trying to halt motion by injection of speed
just for a moment the needle will need
to stop the surrealism of being cold dead
but feeling the lifeblood pulsating instead

the failure to act on the stage of insanity
resulted in moments of dreaded reality

©2005 Hey Hey