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[Silke Lance]

Mörder der Seele


Schau in diese kalten Augen
Sie haben ihren Glanz verloren.
Siehst du wie das Herz zerbricht;
Das Herz dieses Kindes?

Schau in diese kalten Augen,
Mörder der Seele
Siehst du diesen leeren Blick?
Bereust du deine Tat?

Schau was du getan hast;
Siehst du das zerstörte Leben?
Hörst du den flehenden Hilferuf,
Den du in jener Nacht ignoriertest?

Siehst du das zerfetzte Lächeln,
die Lüge die sich hinter ihm verbirgt?
Schreckt dich der Anblick ab,
der Anblick den du verursachtest?

Schau in diese leeren Augen,
Schau in diese kalte Zukunft.
Erkennst du dich in diesem Kind wieder?
Ist dir das Gleiche zugestoßen?

Bereust du deine Tat?

EKELST du dich vor deinem Spiegelbild?

Schreist du nachts wenn die Erinnerung hochkommt?

...DANN hast du die gerechte Strafe erhalten

Mörder der Seele.

[+Steven Curtis Lance]

I know who the two men are of whom you speak in this powerful poem, and all I can say of them is may God damn them, literally. If there is any justice, if there is any mercy, they will be damned. I have reason to believe that the second of them lurks about this board as a guest, a most unwelcome one; if he reads these words, let him read this, and mark it well: I mean to undo by love what he has done by hate. It is not too late; dum spiro spero.

I had to look up some words to make sure I understood them properly, and in doing so I became aware of how masterfully, with what skillful specificity, you have used the German language to express what has been heretofore inexpressible. You have borne witness directly, honestly, nobly, eloquently, and with force.

I believe this poem is a breakthrough for you. Now there can be no turning back; now you will live, you will recover your health no matter how difficult: non moriar sed vivam. They will not succeed in destroying you; you are stronger than anyone realizes, and I am proud of you, proud to know you, proud to be associated with you, proud to call you friend. And it is the highest joy of my life to call you wife.

I love you, butterfly. You are the most amazing creature I have ever encountered or even heard of; on the one hand you are an extraordinarily distinguished Akademikerin, a Frau Doktor Doktor, and on the other you are the sweetest girl in this whole vast lonely world.

Thank you, with all my heart, for loving me, choosing me, accepting me. Now we must marry as soon as possible, and enjoy each other's pleasant company forever. Living well is the best revenge, and always laughing last is laughing best. That's what we say here at good old Studio Lance, here at the still point of the turning world, here where I await you with longing.

Dr. Silke, I believe in you!

*kisses*

((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))

[Cyn Lee]

Silke and Steven,

I understand your longing for eachother my love and I are 2000 miles away and at times it hurts and somedays are great, we have little time on the phone. But my point in saying that is you both are in my prayers!!! Love does conquer all!!!
Love,
Cyn Lee
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