Gonna Make it... Options

[lover_with_wingz]

Xpose:The truth
words to right the wrong

This talks of forms of abuse
help us to educate minds.....

and break the neverending silence of the horror of abuse...

Your're Gonna Make it.....

I sit at night and just wonder why
I have this pain inside
and then I start to cry
and then I pray to God to just make it go away
Can't take it
You're Gonna Make it...
I sit and night and stare into my eyes
and wonder why
this is going on all this time
I gotta find away
to take back what is mine
won't make it
You're Gonna make it

She was just 14
the junior high queen
but yet she shared a dark secret
that remained unseen
felt like she couldn't tell nobody
she had to keep it in
cuz if you told..
the people at church would
think less of him
plus her mom wouldn't believe it
so she just had to leave it
sitting alone in her room at night
dreading and grieving
hoping daddy wouldn't
come opening her door
but anyway before
he make her feel like a wh*re
felt like there was no hope
like noone would care
but think about it
how could a little girl ever bare
the embarrassment
of it all
everyone would find her soft
cuz everytime it happened..
she just brushed it off
thinking it was her fault
that was what she was taught
cuz the past 8 years of her life
she lived distraught
visions of black rain
she couldn't bare the pain
of her own father causing
all the hatred in her veins

I sit at night and just wonder why
I have this pain inside
and then I start to cry
and then I pray to God to just make it go away
Can't take it
You're Gonna Make it...

I sit and night and stare into my eyes
and wonder why
this is going on all this time
I gotta find away
to take back what is mine
won't make it
You're Gonna make it

She was just an 18 year old high school graduate
honer roll student
with a 4.0 average
never really thought about this college life
you contiplated all the good things
and never the trife
she meant a really nice
catch a faternity bro
he invited her to a frat party
at his home
there was
people she didn't know
afraid to be alone
so they calmed her nerves
with alittle bacardi and coke
she felt better at first
and then alittle time
and then she passed out
totally blacked out
woke up the next afternoon
left in doubt
with her clothes all about
she wanted to scream and shout
but there was noone around
noone to be found
she sat and cried by herself
feeling lower than the ground
cuz she realized she had become the victim
in an average everyday college situation

I sit and night and stare into my eyes
and wonder why
this is going on all this time
I gotta find away
to take back what is mine
won't make it
You're Gonna make it

I sit and night and stare into my eyes
and wonder why
this is going on all this time
I gotta find away
to take back what is mine
won't make it
You're Gonna make it

One out every four females
experience this
by the age of 16
it don't get sicker than this
like a disease
but nothing else spreads quicker than this
we gotta educate the young minds
and have it dismissed
it stops with us
we gotta regain the trust
people ask why the fuss
to blaintly discuss..
that we go on living
acting like nothing sucks
we gotta stop the iggnorant actions
and quit cutting up
and no that
alcohol doesn't give you the right
to disrespect women
we gotta know that
and give back the
night
we gotta help with the fight
gotta help make it right
and do it for our grandmothers, mothers
daughters and wives
Tell me how would you feel..
if it was your mother or daughter?
tell me how would you feel..
if your mother was the one slaughtered?
how would you feel..
if your little girl was the one tortured?
it would upset you right??
well you know what it oughtta..
it's an outrage

I sit and night and stare into my eyes
and wonder why
this is going on all this time
I gotta find away
to take back what is mine
won't make it
You're Gonna make it

I sit and night and stare into my eyes
and wonder why
this is going on all this time
I gotta find away
to take back what is mine
won't make it
You're Gonna make it


J-Saint featuring Kelly B

X-pose is about finding power in using everyday words against a crime that is to often meant by silence-
SEXUAL VIOLENCE
It is about the power to heal and reveal. and change things for the better


Call 1888-722-PCAR (in Pa) for help or to obtain a free copy of X-pose

Help put an end to the silence..

Love always,
Chrissy

[Apathy186]

:'(

this is so sad/powerfull/and overwelming all at the same time

i wish more people would begin to speak out against sexual violence....if more did-it would bring more awareness, more knowledge, and if the attackers saw that people were speaking out against it-they just might think twice before they attack someone

[lover_with_wingz]

yes thanks for your comments! this was very powerful and sad I think I will post more I am glad it touched you both thanks for posting!

Love yas,
Chrissy

[rhymer]

Hi All,

In my opinion, any adult, whether a parent or not, who perpetrates the crime of abuse of youngsters, with the effects so lucidly portrayed in this work, desreves only only one punishment.

Separation from that child.
I am always saddened by the loss for any child of one or parents, but such abuse is even more damaging and should not be tolerated.
It is highly probable that such parents need medical help, because it seems to me that such behaviour is not normal.
I did not receive such behaviour in my upbringing, but sense the the emotional conflicts for the children who do suffer turmoil by this cause.
All such parents should be identified and referred to any available established Authority set up to regulate such behaviour.
All these children should be made aware of crisis telephone numbers which they can call. Schools would be an ideal place to establish information centres for them.
I do hope every country has these facilitiees available!

I send my heartfelt feelings out to anyone who has suffered because of parental inadequacies.
Best regards, Bill.

[lover_with_wingz]

This is another story of abuse and sexual assualt! Help us to stop the silence! Break the cycle of abuse and violence!

now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
if I should die before I wake
I pray the lord my soul to take
prayers of a soldier
~repeat~

Survivals story! ( the guy goes by IB) this is his story....
come on...

rights and pride= resistance abilty power equality
(RAPE)

~repeat~

he is a wandering spirit
third born of four children
he is asking God why he is staring at the ceiling?!
his mother don't know what he's feeling?!
or does she??
he's asking himself do my parents really love me?!
the way that people hug me I get really really scared
I am five years old living in a nightmare

somebody is coming I can smell the cheap liquor!

he thinks about the empty faces on the family picture
he is survived by the cries of his baby sister
the echoes get louder and the tears get thicker
he is scared as he buries his head under the pillow
he wishes he could fly like the birds outside the window
he is wondering if his pain will ever turn to joy
he is told it is his fault cuz he is a bad little boy!

nether the less he wipes away the tears
prays everyday that the lord will take him away from here
come on...
Rights and Pride =resistance power equality~repeat~
can somebody here me?!


another day... it's raining
more done deals are forbidden
he is constiplating bad things
and I don't think he is kidding
he's 17 now and his childhood is missing
and he is in shame
he never has someone there to listen
he points out the VISIONS
Afraid to take action
can't give up
that will give the bad man satisfaction
tell me what should a kid do when life is cruel?

he skips gym class
to embarrassed to shower in school
his guidance counselor is cool
but his eyes are closed
if nobody ever asks  then nobody has to know
it just goes to show the victims always suffer
but life will get better either one way or another
but in the meantime his days are grey and his nights are dark

his innocence is stolen and his pain left to smart
his bruised heart still beats everyday
holding on to a notion he will find a better way!
come on
Rights and Pride= resistance Ability Power equality~repeat~
can you hear me?!


he is a grown man now..
and the demons passed away
he is still struggling anyway he can
to see that brighter day
but how easy is that with this pain he is still facing
and with knowing this can happen tot he next generation

no more bad contiplations
he smells sweet victory
the future will be blessid and the past.. well that is history
I will wake up everyday with a smile on my face
I am alive and I survived it is
time for me to take my place
he 's never been a victor but a purple hearted soldier
you can't keep a good man down
I thought they had told ya!

hold ya head up high don't let em
shake ya
no matter what they throw at ya
never let em
break ya
Understand I swear up by my right hand
Believe when I tell ya this can happen to a man
I know it first hand and that is all I am going to say

How you like me now?! I made it to that brighter day!
Come on
Rights and Pride= Resistance Ability Power Equality~repeat~
Can you hear me?

"Xpose" words to right the wrong!


in Pa call 1888772 PCAR or call your local Abuse Rape and Crisis Center



Love yas,
Chrissy