:languid&lush: Options

[misty]

through open wounds contaminated by sea water
i bruised open the ending of you're melody.

the morning -
nothing more then -
the death of night & everything beautiful.
the sun fades the colors of your ~kiss.
and i am left alone here.


i think you lied.
with very /thin wrists\

leaving behind the p i e c e s . . .
: : :




maybe i felt dead
and i liked it.
*
my cuts ble/ed
but they heal too fast.




pushing the blade alittle closer to fatal.
kissing my viens with steel cold lips.
just another tragedy.
pretty~ lush.
fabricated lust behind her eyelids.
c r u s h e d: love
and poison rain.
red an swirling beautifully
down the drain_

im never what you wanted.

but i'm everything you dreamed~
kerosene droplets
and coils of entropy cascading down my neck.

i cant fly for you
my wings are too -*wet
no kiss goodbye this time
because you're missing from my soul
and everythings a mess
im done, please turn it off

the stitching is falling apart.
the memories still breathing
beneath your flesh.
the place where we first met
and never tried

wet faced &
red eyed.
clawing at the hole in my heart that you seem to
occupy.


ink bleeding into the lines in my skin.
i let you in~ now
give me something
to feel I
fall
through this, i am new to this
feeing
i just want to know your eyes
i just want to know your insides
Inside me
/ / /_ i just want to feel . . .
my mouth is raw
my eyes are now bitter
i lost you star
under the sunset silence
and drowning in the morning rain
you let go too soon
i didnt have a chance to burn out
fade out
f**k off
i'm dying dont you see?
my peddles
are fading
and falling
but i'm still that girl.

and no one sees
the breaking when its on the_____inside.

just remember for one more day.

you'll come back.

and i my love:

will have ~ f l o wn. aw a y. .