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+Steven Curtis Lance
post Jan 01, 2017, 06:33 AM
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What I Got / At 62

What I Got

My forebears far back as I can see
Were to their credit free spirits like me
Even when hobbled by religion
They cobbled through by curiosity

They wobbled some like some of us do
But got there in the end where they got through
The destiny of my origin
In the origin of my destiny
Choosing each other freely as they
Found themselves in each other their own way

Bound together by their tendency
To be curious but curiously
Not to blame them in time they became
Some crazy people looking for the same
Who found themselves before they were gone

Winning or losing but with what they won
They went their own way but they went on
To become something that came with my name
By the time I came along to be
Ending up with me being crazily
With something not to be gotten rid
Of unforgotten I got like they did

As what I got from my family
Something I bring that would come anyway
To the end of what has been to try
To live up to or down to it or die
Trying to be transcendentally

In the destiny of my origin
The only way out to now through then
For me has been to see how it began
Curiously again and again
Learning the way out turns out to be in
The origin of my destiny

I got through a lot so I ought to stay
For the rest of who I am with what
Is why I am how I am so why not
Do the best I can with what I got

At 62

Some people are old at 62
Others seem younger or are trying to
But turning 62 as I do
It feels pretty old having lived a lot

Getting crazier with what I got
From those who went before me as I go
Into 2017 although
Still pretty immature now even so

62 on Highway 62
At the Hi-Desert hideaway between
Life and death in 2017
When I write you though you know what I mean

Something that makes me feel like I should
Go on doing it being understood
It feels pretty old but it feels good
To be understood and understand too

What I get out of it is I get
To get to know you and never forget
Somebody gets me so I go on
At 62 still until I am gone

So here I go for another round
Knowing from going around and around
Being seeing in the in between
Love is all the meaning I ever found

The meaning between to be or not
Is the meaning between us me and you

This is what I got at 62

Steven Curtis Lance
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I was laying In bed and somthing was astral projected under me like under the ground at a distance I was nervous but the spirit reached out to me and gave me the ability to travel out of my body the closer I got the more real things appeared but he closer I got the more it looked like hell I got close and it cut me off before I seen the face... When I opened my eyes everything looked different everywhere my voice in my head was muted my body started shrinking muscles and blood flow felt weird my voice changed high pitched and I seen demonish faces on people I've been searching for help for 3 years now I have voices in my head now I went to therapist medical doctors phycologist I'm not chemically imblanaced I need help I don't even drink let alone do drugs not even the ones they wanted me to test out can you actually help me or direct someone to me??!??!! I hear voices in my head now that want me to kill myself and hurt other people I can't keep a job my energy is being drained I can't remember much through out my days I need help ask people worthy to help me or necessary people to pass this along please
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